Bob Harper is A Hell of a Person

So im on my 2nd week of The Biggest Loser: BootCamp and i thought it would get easier for me but it hasnt. But thats a good thing. i keep building up to it, and hopefully by week three i can start the new part of the workout. Dont get me wrong...i love me some Jillian Michaels but Bob is a little more encouraging for me and not soo mean like her. But im sure ill go back to the 30 Day Shred after these 6 weeks are up. What else.....oh yea....me and James went on a bike/run this morning. I was on the bike, he was running. NOW THIS IS WHAT UPSET ME. 2 weeks ago, i was all good on the whole riding thing, but this morning...OMG i was like literally dying!! MY THIGHS WERE KILLING ME!! maybe cuz i was on his mountain bike and prolly had the gears on too hard or something, but when i ride my lil cruiser around, its alot easier. I guess cuz im on this nice comfy seat, compared to this crotch killing seat with the bars up high to where im leaning practically on them....i like to cruise, not push myself up. lol. but as soon as we were done, my legs felt like J-E-LL-O!!! James kept pushing me and well, i was gonna quit, but i just kept pushing. This ride, made me think so much about my fitness level.....yea, i need to kick my butt a little more!!! But hopefully this week gets better and goes by fast! Lets see.....what else. Oh im taking this class by Kimmie B and Rhi Rhi It started today, seems like its gonna be pretty sweet, gonna look more into tomorrow morning, but um, thats about it for today. We: 1.Grilled Chicken and Steaks 2.Went on a Bike/Run 3.Met up with Bob Harper in my living room 4.Played some Rock Band (im awesome!) 5......RELAXED!!! Time to hit the hay! Later Gators!!!

Ok so,....its been awhile....soo much going on!!!

Well, its ALREADY October! Wow, i cant believe that....it just feels like February just got here, when James got home, and now they're training again, about to leave in a couple months AGAIN!!! but to Afghanistan this time around. James' battalion just left to AZ for training this past weekend, and im just glad he didnt have to go with them. Hes just been trying to prepare himself for Sgt's Course and see how that goes for him. Even though its his thing, i still feel all the stress from it. A little part of me is getting really fed up about it, but im also feeling that its still a good idea that hes still in the military....i dont know. we'll just have to see what happens from here til sometime next year. But anyway, school, its been really stressful these past few weeks. Having a speech class is not the best class ever!! yea i know everyone in the class now, but hell, i still cant go up in front of the class and give a speech, its just impossible. UGH!!! i hate that class. im just sooo ready to hurry up and finish all this school mess so i can be a teacher. (HA, i hate school, but i want to teach lil ones) its sooo much more different than that though....i really like kids and i really want them to learn...i guess thats why i decided to be a teacher.... Oh yea.....ME and HOME(Dallas) doesnt equal anymore.....TOO MUCH DAMN DRAMA and i aint even there!! OMG. I swear...its like GROW UP PEOPLE!! and this is my family im talking about. they act like im the one that knows any and everything about whats going on with them and that i can just POOF magically fix....um NOT!!! Geez!! 1. Dont let family borrow money (SOOOOO NOT WORTH IT....thats why i dont do that) 2. The Internet does not always eqaul REAL life....go tend to YOUR CHILDREN!! 3. IF youre gonna talk crap about someone, tell it to their face, and dont sugar coat ur convos with that person..( i just HATE that) 4. GROW UP AND BE A MOM!! AND 5. Leave me the HELL alone, im in NC, NOT TEXAS!!! GEEZ!!! sooo much! i swear...too late to even get into it. but hey things always work out in the end...im just gonna hope they can resolve their mess before THEY drive me CRAZY!! TA-TA!!

A New Layout and a Lonely Week

This week has been such a very long and lonely week. James has yet again returned to the field for more training, but he's in Virginia now, and for 2 weeks!! I know its not much, but after having him gone for 6+ months in Iraq, i would like to spend as much time as possible before i have to hear about him having to go again, but this time to Afghanistan. He's been home since February, and it just seems like these past few months have gone by soo fast, and now its almost that time again for them to leave again. I just get really sad thinking about it...so much for my 2 weeks alone...i have to think of things that are 6 months down the road. haha. But anyway,i have been a bit busy. Ive been on a sewing rampage, and i been trying to get in a scrapping rampage as well, but it gets soo messy, i get soo frustrated at my mess, but oh well. Heres a layout i did for *STM*. The song was called "A More Beautiful You" and i chose the lyrics... "Says she wants to look that way But her hair isn't straight her body isn't fake And she's always felt overweight" When i read those words, i was like, HEY, i felt like that before. so i decided to scrap about it with those lyrics. Hope everyone likes it as much as i do. THANKS FOR STOPPING BY!!

A Layout For Today

Heres my Layout for the challenge over at *STM* : It was for the song by Jimmy Buffet: "Good Guys". I chose the first line of the song, "So you're looking for a hero"...i accidentally forgot to put the "a" in there but ill fix it soon.

Today My Hair Got Poofy!

So me and James went to go take a walk on the beach today, and man was it such a bad idea. I had just fixed my hair enough to where it wouldnt blow around crazy, and as soon as we walk out to leave, OMG its sooooooooo HOT AND HUMID!! i just wanted to go back, but he really wanted to go, so i didnt want to make him sad. So we went, and it was sooo windy. It was a really nice walk, but my hair did not cooperate with the ocean wind. Then we saw these crazy little sand crabs that just almost made me jump straight out of the water. At first i just saw one and then i told james to look and when the tide came in, it looked like at least 50 of those lil suckers flew right in....that was my highlight of the day. A little on the scary side.

Mojo-Less, I Doubt.....

So i decided to start scrapping again, and man did it feel good to make a page. there's just been so much going on with me right now...school, homework, studying.....and the husband to deal with :)///its OK though, i like what i been doing lately. i also been trying to get a little more practice in with my photography...its getting somewhere, that's all i can say. ill post up some of my work soon. i need to edit. but anyway, back to my page. I was over at *STM* and they have a new song up this week. its by Nickelback: If Today Was Your Last Day. and i picked the first line of the song which was, "My best friend gave me the best advice..." and just scrapped about me and my BFF Racene. The picture was taking at this charity event thing for under-privileged kids that me and her went to in Texas while i was home. It was a holiday theme carnival event, and we were part of the face-painting group. it was soo much fun, but i got something out of it that made me realize that its soooooo great to be part of these kinds of events, and if it wasn't for her to have me go with her then i wouldn't have realized and now i wish i could do more, but i haven't found anything lately here where im at. but yea that's what i did yesterday. Heres some pics from that event too:

So Yea.....

Its been FOREVER since i posted anything. (i really need to keep track of this thing) So not much has been going on lately, just taking some summer classes right now. other than that. i just been here trying to redecorate my apartment. trying to add personal art to it...(in progress) i need to post some pictures up too...but its coming along. well. i think thats all im gonna say for right now. my mind is all over the place and i cant really think straight. BYE NOW!